Saturday, December 4, 2010

Give me the strength

To study and learn for once so i can get my GED. I have been holding it off for to long and i need it not just so i can get a job but so i can get into some art schools and learn as much as i can. I want degrees in so many things, Photography, Digital Design, Music Engineering, and even drawing. Im not trying to better myself for anybody but myself because nobody is gonna help me anyways.

It took me some time to realize some things, the only thing i regret is dropping out of school but i have my reasons and they are very legit but im stubborn and i know i am. I dont want to do anything people want me to do, if you think its best for me 9 x out of 10 ill tell you its not because in the long run you may be looking out for me but right now your looking out for you. This is my life im going to do things my regardless if you like it or not why? because we only live once, time is short, we dont know what comes tomorrow, and i live my life for myself.

Granted i should have dont alot of things smarter but as i got a lil older (now) i understand what i need to do and i can feel it. I actually want to educate myself to an extent and accomplish the things i want to accomplish so i can feel like ive done what ive always wanted to do. I refuse to be one of these working people who dont live there dreams, IM A DREAMER i will push with the right recourses around and some money to get me the places i need to go. Right now that starts with me getting my ged so i hope and pray that at least by the end of this yeah ill be ready to take this test and have this milestone complete.

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