I remember we was the best of friends

I remember we was the best of friends. I use to like your sister who was a few years older than me but she had nooo interest in me what so ever. Then i met you other sister and you she was a little crazy so i didn’t talk to her much but you..you was different from the both of them. We connected instantly, had long talks, and long walks. You wasn’t interested in me neither but i wasn’t trying to get with you i liked having a friend like you by my side. I remember times i use to joke about your name and your height ha good times. There were times where you needed me i was always there no matter what it was like when this guy wouldn’t leave you alone or take the hint and you told him you had a boyfriend and used me as such that day we shared our 1st real real kiss to prove to someone we was together when we wasn’t. I loved to hug you ever chance i had i you get a hug because you hugged me like you loved me i felt idk complete when ever it happened and you would always tell me I had the most worm hugs ever. Then i moved never heard from you again, until last year and you dont even acknowledge my existence.

Me and my cousin play mabinogi, im on the right

I really just like snapping photos lol

Dream Catcher

Ill be making one once i have the money for the materials, ima make a dream catcher necklace and i cant wait.

Being artsy

I cant remember when i started drawing i think ive been doing it all of my life, the music came along and i started messing around with that, and then taking photos. Ive always been this way im a very artsy person i learn from touch and experimenting not from someone pointing and talking. This makes it hard for me to learn the "normal way" if thats what you want to call it but i enjoy being artsy because its not something everyone has i still have things to learn but it will come when its time.

i also uploaded this to my tumblr

Give me the strength

To study and learn for once so i can get my GED. I have been holding it off for to long and i need it not just so i can get a job but so i can get into some art schools and learn as much as i can. I want degrees in so many things, Photography, Digital Design, Music Engineering, and even drawing. Im not trying to better myself for anybody but myself because nobody is gonna help me anyways.

It took me some time to realize some things, the only thing i regret is dropping out of school but i have my reasons and they are very legit but im stubborn and i know i am. I dont want to do anything people want me to do, if you think its best for me 9 x out of 10 ill tell you its not because in the long run you may be looking out for me but right now your looking out for you. This is my life im going to do things my regardless if you like it or not why? because we only live once, time is short, we dont know what comes tomorrow, and i live my life for myself.

Granted i should have dont alot of things smarter but as i got a lil older (now) i understand what i need to do and i can feel it. I actually want to educate myself to an extent and accomplish the things i want to accomplish so i can feel like ive done what ive always wanted to do. I refuse to be one of these working people who dont live there dreams, IM A DREAMER i will push with the right recourses around and some money to get me the places i need to go. Right now that starts with me getting my ged so i hope and pray that at least by the end of this yeah ill be ready to take this test and have this milestone complete.

Current Goals

• Finish Studying GED
• Get an acoustic guitar and learn to play
• Get my GED
• Get a student loan
• Buy a pro cannon camera
• Get into art school for photography

Christmas Gifts

My mom bought me something like in the middle of November. The UPS man came and it was a long and wide box (stop smiling) but it wasn't heavy at all. Funny thing is i haven't asked her for anything of hinted that i want anything this year. Its scary i hope im not disappointed by the hype because we all are probably getting no more than 2 gifts. The money just isn't here this year if i had a job id help out best i could.