It isnt me i just dont feel like its me and i haven't felt like its me for a long time now. I use to be so into it like i loved it but not any more im very rarely happy with anything i record now and days, and nothing ever changes. Im still doing the same thing i was doing when i started (started recording at 15) writing to soundclick beats or to industry beats, recording, editing, and posting on the net. I get no kind of results honestly i think i only have 50 fans (if that) I have 400 followers on tumblr (800 on my last one i deleted) but none of you followed for my music none of you even know i do music other than a few. To go as far as to say i suck is crazy because i dont believe i suck at making music and writing lyrics not when you have people like soulja boy, new boyz, waka flaka, guccie mane, oj, rick ross, and many others who are signed.
I think im "out of touch" with music because of the lack of results i never wanted to be famous i just wanted to be seen and for people to like what i make but it seems that isnt for me. Im tired so tired of grinding, pushing, writing, recording, and all for 3 people to say "yoo this is tight". Ive had people come up to me and tell me i had raw talent, im gonna be famous, im amazing at what i do but its all false thx to the results of what ive earned over the years as far as fans and support. If you did listen to my music thx i appreciate it but it isnt for me.
I feel like im recording now just to past time because i have nothing better to do. Once i find me a job and make a few moves ill probably never record again Hopefully ill be to busy to record anything. I do wanna thank Angel Haze, Shizzy Shy, MR. MOB, Spade (chris hooks), and philly blunt for being behind me and having my back all this time. Mr. MOB cuzzo im SME till i die you know all you gotta do is ask. Angel anything you need i got you same goes to philly, shy and my cousin spade. I need to break away from this music thing as far as rapping goes. I want to learn the guitar though just so i can play when im bored or something ive always loved the guitar. BUT yeah anyways thats all i wanted to say.
I think im "out of touch" with music because of the lack of results i never wanted to be famous i just wanted to be seen and for people to like what i make but it seems that isnt for me. Im tired so tired of grinding, pushing, writing, recording, and all for 3 people to say "yoo this is tight". Ive had people come up to me and tell me i had raw talent, im gonna be famous, im amazing at what i do but its all false thx to the results of what ive earned over the years as far as fans and support. If you did listen to my music thx i appreciate it but it isnt for me.
I feel like im recording now just to past time because i have nothing better to do. Once i find me a job and make a few moves ill probably never record again Hopefully ill be to busy to record anything. I do wanna thank Angel Haze, Shizzy Shy, MR. MOB, Spade (chris hooks), and philly blunt for being behind me and having my back all this time. Mr. MOB cuzzo im SME till i die you know all you gotta do is ask. Angel anything you need i got you same goes to philly, shy and my cousin spade. I need to break away from this music thing as far as rapping goes. I want to learn the guitar though just so i can play when im bored or something ive always loved the guitar. BUT yeah anyways thats all i wanted to say.
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